___Me___

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

6:36 PM

wat to do??wat to do??wat to do??wat to do??wat to do??wat to do??
why u wan stubborn??why???why???why?
sigh is hurtin me u noe??im havin fear nw really havin a fear
sigh why everythings become like this??
but i read ur blog le i noe wat u wan n i will giv u tat thing le
wont wan control u so much le
i can say nth else le
jus wanna ask u somethings do u cherish me??do u treasure me??do u wan to stay with me forever??i noe everythings i say up there is u still wan de but u like this keep dontwan listen me im scare of those words le but nvm jus hope u noe tat im a human being standin right infront u n is nt a toy or wat i gt feeling de dear......n i also wantin to be with u forever n hope every single things i done for u is gt use de............

dono wat will happen next hope nth bah jus havin fear nw le.......

You Will Be My ForEver...

Saturday, November 24, 2007

8:32 PM

sigh heard frm u dear tat u workin i abit sad n worry
cos i scare you wont take good care n wont becareful n protect urself
cos i cant be there to protect, takecare, look after u oh dear =(
dear if u really workin at ur aunt there

Things To Rmb

1. take good care of urself
2. becareful out there
3. protect urself n dont let anyone bully or disturb u
4. rmb to hav ur lunch n dinner out there dont skip meal
5. rmb to msg me if u reach home
6. mus rmb cant admire on other oh

last word is dear mus promise me if u workin there mus becareful
dont injure or wat oh mus rmb to protect urself ar
this is the most i bu fang xin de
so take good care urself

dearling im sorry tdy didn't pei u much
den will u forgiv me??
i noe after everything le say sorry no use
but i also bo bian becos i nid to pei kor go
hope u understand dear
no matter wat i love u still my beloved dearling
take good care

Labels: worrying for you..

You Will Be My ForEver...

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

7:16 PM

sigh last time we were so happily bein together de
n we will hav jokes laugh everyday de
after the first 5 - 6 mths plus n after lettin ur aunt saw we together
things start to change frm here le.....
u start to scare of many n hav many fear...
we start to like cant be close together when outside le
is like secret relationship...but i did accept it
but is like many things start to change le.....
n we nt so happy like the past le......
i also cant send u home n u also cant pei me walk to the bus-stop le
nw if send u home we also mus walk seperate...
i wish for our past once again but can we be like or hav tat again??
even is jus for a day or a few hour i will also take it de

dono we can last hw long worx.....hope wont end becos i cant take it...
becos holidays is comin le plus we haven find any job
den i scare we will fade or *****
becos i saw many couples becos of holidays n quarrellin they ended.....
i vry scare...really vry scare.....

everytime so qiao de, when i nid u den ur friends is around
den let u hav a hard discission to dono pei which side better...
but dear i also hope tat u sometime at least like bo bian to let go them
becos u mus noe tat im ur stead but i noe stead nt vry big but
at least ps sometime becos is like pei u so much n giv u almost my everything le
but i noe stand in middle is fair but if let u choose u wan who??

but dear i noe i everytime ask alot frm u....so i will try next time to kan kai abit...
n will control abit also le is like i really hope hope jus for 1week or 2week with
no quarrel at all, i will try frm tdy onward

Labels: hope things will get better after today........

You Will Be My ForEver...

6:15 PM

god bless please dont let my first love first relationship to end
i really hope to go on......

You Will Be My ForEver...

5:50 PM

sigh im nw totally useless le....
sigh i scare i hav no face to see u....
sigh this nine mths plus together with u i choose to cover up things for u which i tot by doin this can help us wont quarrel n will happy but all it jus my thinkin n huan xiang
dear i noe u nw noe this will feel sad n wont trust all my words le becos doin tat is jus like lyin to u....i regret doin this but alrdy done le so no use for regret le.....sorry dear.....
sighh hope nth sad or bad things happen again le cos really hurtful dear

jus nw durin outside u walk away make me think alot of things u noe plus im so sad at tat moment u noe??cos is like i waited for u the whole day den tot u will pei me but u jus walk away.....ouch it jus so hurt inside =(
but dear i really hope next time u wont like this le becos i hope u can understand tat
i will alway be at ur side but ur friends cant alway be there for u when u r sad

You Will Be My ForEver...

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

7:08 PM

today was a happy day but sad is tat dear n me cant find any job yet
dear actually im sad de worx cos tat ur remedial tmr is the last day le
den i dono when we still can meet each other worx..=( use sat n sun??
god please bless me n my dear can find a job tat we can work together
so i can protect her n takecare of her n nt let other bully her
dear i love u deeply nn wont let go of u de =D
will wan to take care of u for the rest of my life
love u my beloved dearling Qiqi =)

You Will Be My ForEver...

Saturday, November 10, 2007
i need you now....... =(
6:43 PM

sigh i really sad nw dear whr u??
i dono wat will happen if i continue stressin myself
will i gt depression??i vry scare...
sigh jus nw nt i wan attitude de u noe??i noe u scare my bill ex but so i nid u of cos i call u de ma
plus i at 813 no hse phone for me to use....
haishhhh since after chalet i bein so bad my mood
izzit becos my ds spoil??or becos my stresss sigh
whenever u with me i no stress but when u nt with me suddenly all stress come find me
is like u is angel protectin me but when u leave they come find me troble n i will giv up all my stress n take u as a person to show attitude to but i noe cant becos i say b4 u my beloved dear
plus we so close n so sweet n ppl alway say we are en ai
but im really sorry to say nw im bad guy is like jus nw mornin i go see the wo bu pei mv
den is like i really nt suit to u dear is like lettin u hurt n makin u sad sigh
nw im droppin my tears while writin this really sad nw....hw i wish u could be beside me nw
dear i wan to say is like i nw vry stress is like i gt abit depression le like everytime mood swing u noe.......sigh i dont wan me myself like this cos is hurtin u dear n i really dont wan suffer frm depression....

sigh i dono wat will happen if this go on.....will u end it??....

dear take good care urself oh mus faster recover ur back n dont fall sick

i love u do u still love me??or u is gettin little bit tired n fade le??

i noe when u tmr read this will feel sad but im sorry dear

hope we wont like this anymore le becos i gt fear becos nw is holiday we will gt lesses chance to pei each other n an wei each other....will u leave me oneday??is u will leave me please let me noe it earlier dear cos i scare i cant take it becos is jus too big to me =(

You Will Be My ForEver...

Thursday, November 8, 2007

6:29 PM

tdy was a happy day cos we can go shoppin together le worx =D
feel so special abt it, but dear u happy ma??
we were couple when we were in indoor
but when we were outdoor we were nt so close
den dear this i can understand but no worries i wont sad de=) really
when we were in arcade i was so happy cos we were at the catch toys station
n we really look like couple n we won a pooh bear =p
cute n it can dance de oh
after tat awhile more i send her home n i back home le =)

~18o1o7~

~~beloved dear~~

~everlastin~

You Will Be My ForEver...